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21 March 2008 @9:50 pm
♥
sang for good friday mass today followed by ephrem practice,but i left early to visit my godpa's grave with my family.
on the way to the cemetery it had started to drizzle and by the time we reached it was raining moderately.so it was really like a picture when we were all praying in the rain around godpa's grave,rain hitting against the umbrellas and dripping onto our clothes.hands clasped and heads bowed with soft murmurings of prayers heard.i thought about how my godfather wouldnt be around for future occasions like birthdays or marriages...then i remembered he couldnt attend my confirmation last year and he didnt see me without braces for the first time this year.all these things that have happened was because of him,i woudnt be confirmed if he wasnt a priest,maybe a would but i wouldnt have been so open minded and accepting about the catholic faith if godpa wasnt a priest.
for the braces my godpa was so willing to get them for me even though he was talking to my brother about getting braces for him,i overheard and said i wanted braces too and he just said, "okay,you and your brother are getting braces" i never thought i would have gotten the braces but he really brought me along for the first checkup and by the following friday i had them.and now they've come off,they were removed after my godfather had passed on,i kept praying for him to wake up and survive so that he could see me and my brother without our braces,but now he's viewing from up-top in paradise,i am ever thankful to him for being a positive influence in the catholic faith and for being the best godpa i could ever have,no one can replace you godpa,i love you and i miss you.as they say "absence makes the heart grow fonder" now i know its really true
love,
your goddaughter
vanessa
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